oh yah..mE forgot just now.mE saw the guy that was threatened by haikal-the guy that was suppose to be tied to the toilet bowl.he was damn short! abit taller than yani and yani is the shortest among the 4 of us.ahhahaha.mE thinks he's only 155cm.kahkahkah..(evil sak ct!....eh biasa la...kahkahkah) a number of mE malay friends naik sec 5.except for hisyam.he got 11 points. sad man. mE dont know who else didnt but most of the 'em naik sec 5.dont b disheartened ey!its not the end!!!(even though ite stands for Its The End) alL the best for the o level peEps then!2 more months to enjoy(for some...like I!!!ahahahah) or study(for some....like....well,you know yourself ey?) so,live life to the fulLest each day then!
Friday, December 19, 2003
broken by love 3:48 pm
mE supposed to be at the chalet.sigh.mE tried negotiating wif mE father.it was the take-it-or-leave-it deal.mE can go but canot sleepover.duh!typical of mE parents.ani direction,mE had a GREAT TIME yesterday.
mE went to town wif fart.mE was trying to find mE cds.we rounding at far east and mE saw mE father's-cousin-son.mE was wearing mE sleevelesstop!(if you people still dont know,mE suppose to wear tudung).he lo0k at mE one kind.mE really wish he didnt recognise i.fortunately,he was wif his friends.any direction,mE and fart meEt up wif ruz and yani.yani was telling mE and fart that they saw haikal-the guy acting in anak metropolitan.then we started teasing the line that he used in the drama-the tying to the toilet bowl part-and when we were turning right to get out of far east,we saw him(haikal) and his friends entering far east.we were shocked(actually,mE think only mE was) and when they passed us,mE confirmed wif mE frens whether that was him,and it was.mE told them that luckily we finished talking bout him before we saw him.and mE, being evil,shouted the line out loud after he had passed us!wahahahah. luckily they didnt chase after us.(well,if they did,we are all runners except for yani though.but mE would be running painfully since mE legs were aching.)we then walked along orchard rd and then t0ok a train to city hall.we went to suntec city to buy mE force vomit cd.(mE listening to it right now)then we rounding abit and went to the ground flo0r to see all the Spongebob plushes and stuffs,very the CUTE!mE especially like the bags,cute man!then we made our way to the esplanade.damn nice man at night!(it was mE first time there at night)the fullerton building damn many lightings!then mE rattled on how much electricity was used and conservation and all the rubbish that mE learnt in geography.then fart started farting around. hahaha. no lar.she suddenly had this damn painful stomach ache.theres this one time where she burped so loud mE thought it came out from below!hahaha. she was feEling puky that time.we didnt help much,we laughed alot.alot ALOT!(evil ryte?biasa la)we had lots of plans made there.what about camps la,sleepovers la.but it was all fun fun fun yesterday.then we went home about 8.40 and mE and fart kept changing bus.there was 107 but then(beden) we t0ok 10o then changed to 8o.weird ryte?well,nothing new when im wif fart.
mE wanted to update this blog 2 days ago but mE comp was sick and mE cant excess in to mE blog.mE had a weird experience 2 days ago.mE was reading a new bo0kthat mE borrowed on tue entitled BREAKING UP.(mE read it before and dumb mE realised it only after reading a quarter of it) mE was sitting in mE rocking chair then mE went to mE bed but before mE lie on the bed,mE started to stand up to on the fan(or was it off it).any direction,mE was reaching mE hand to the fan when sudDenly mE vision slowly became black and mE cannot handle it and so mE legs gave way. then in the first second,mE didnt realised mE was faLling to the flo0r.mE was falLing slowly and then mE just lie on the flo0r and then slowly,everything became ok.what was that aniway?mE had a number of occasions where mE head felt heavy and was about to see black-vision but not as bad as this one.mE dont know what,why and how it always happened.
well,mE brUder coming back tomoRr0w.hE qualified for the first 3 months at millennia institute(bartley)-the combined form of outram and jurong institutes.(i think so) hE's in the art course-0901a- same as fart.(mE really wish that they got the same class.hahahahahah) mE wish both of them alL the best when they go back to... SCHO0L!!!!!!!!!!!(WAHAHAHAHAHK!wad pa mau skul2 nie sumer????) ani direction,mE felt so0 touched when mE brUder messaged i from australia. kewl!hE used mami toad's phone.(brUder no ofFense r) well..thats all mE guess.
broken by love 2:48 pm
well.mE brUder went on a holiday yesterday.would u believe that me actually cried?!yes.mE cried.(mE brUder told mE not to cry which just made it worst.hahaha.sorry bro).mE dont know why also.maybe mE felt lonely and suddenly the whole night mE was feeling deserted.lonely.mE have never felt like that before.the funny thing is mE...nevermind.mE dont know how to tell.anyway,mE managed to finish a whole bo0k,FLIPPED, last night.there's one time when mE cried,mE actually felt for the characters in the bo0k.that's quite amazing especially happening to i.weird thing happened yesterday night too.since mE wasnt feEling happy and bubbly,mE actually cried when mE 7 year old brother scolded i for being useless,some sort.usually,mE would either scold back or curse to myself or juz hit him.but mE did nothing and just cried because he hurt my feElings.mE was very weird yesterday.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
mE went out with mE brUder even though mE father dont seem to like the idea of i going out.mE couldnt be bother.brUder folLowed i to heEren to buy cd.supposedly.it turns out that they dont sell much of malay cds there.mE actually lied to mE brUder. mE told him that mE wanted to buy an 'EXISTS' cd,a malay cd.but mE intention was to get a 'COKELAT' cd for him because mE thought that would be a gift from i before he flew off to australia.well.mE guess he will receive it when he comes back then.mE didnt send him to the airport because he didnt want mE to because the reason he gave i was because mE will be going home alone.(alot of because,man).the stupidest thing happened when mE stupidly didnt wear mE belt and there mE was,holding on to mE jeans all around suntec.in the end,mE bought a belt instead of a very nice GREEN Barbie dress.yes.Barbie.for kids clothes,which mE fitted in nicely and lo0sely to0.mE realLy lo0k like his sister then.hahaha.we went to taka because he wanted to buy a bo0k entitled 'Rock This' at konikuya.mE was really a nuisance because mE had this very painful side ache.it always happen to i.
the most unexpected thing happened yesterday too when we were in town.mE brUder wanted to buy a drink at 7-11 near somerset mrt station.mE was passing by a small section outside the 7-11 when mE saw me ex,Fawwaz!!!mE was quite taken a back and so was he.he was l0oking out of the small glass pane at the slurpee section when mE was l0oking in.mE then went into 7-11 and mE thinks he wanted to be sure that was i,he jerked his head out from behind a newspaper shelf and mE waved at him and he waved back.so,mE was right.that was him.mE tailed mE brUder then mE heard me favourite song!(which mE still dont know the title and the artist).mE told mE brUder that that was the song mE was trying to tell him.he stopPed and listened.brUder went to get a bottle of mineral water.mE caught mE ex telling his friend that mE was his ex because mE so him mumbling 'My ex' to his friend and they were lo0king at i.then,after they paid for their stuff,i saw them going out of 7-11 and he turned to lo0k at me and i gave a wave, and got one back.then,mE brUder paid for the water and we went to heEren.that was a really unexpected moment.
mE father dont seEm happy today which sux because he's trying his best to make i hate him which mE thinks is really evolving.he kept raising his voice to i when he talked to i.what the hell!mE sista,karmila,wants mE to go for the acting workshop but with that kind of attitude that mE father is giving i,mE dont think mE can even go out.any direction,mE going to try persuading him and my mom without cursing them in the face.mE know that mE mother going to ask mE whether have mE called the number mE auntie gave mE for a screening job at the hospital yet,which mE just going to keep quiet and block mE ears.mE hate it when mE parents force i to do something.well,to0 bad for them,because forcing is not appreciated by i.
mE wanna say sorry to mE brUder for making him feel guilty and bad.mE was in a very bad mood, maybe depression state, for the few days ago.mE really hope that mE brUder is enjoying himself in australia with his mother and sister.as for i,mE need to go to the library and borrow more b0oks for myself.it helps i cope with mE boredness (me dont think theres such a word but who cares!umm...mE actually checked the dictionary and mE was right! theres no such word but again,WHO THE HELL CARES MAN!!!)sigh...mE go ofF now.
broken by love 1:31 pm
mE worRy for mE brUder.mE thinks he has problem now but he dont want to tell i.mE quite angry with him yesterday.mE very sorry brUder.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
mE went to compass point with fart yesterday.she as 'bengong' as always.forever sick in the head.we went to library and then went to the basement1 to fill ourselves.we ate at captain cook.mE always like that place.the food taste very buttery.nice!fart then got fooled by i.mE started 'sial r ex aku' and she thought it was one of my real ex.she eventually found out it was the ronald mcdonald that i ws talking about and she made one of her embarrassed yet 'slenger' look.wahahahahak.i had a go0d laugh.we rounded the mall and went back home around 6pm because fart has to clean the jamban.kahkahkah.she invited i to her open house today.mE shall see whether mE want to go or not.mE going to mE aUntie house later to help her out because tomorrow she having open house as well.
well now.mE mother got to know that mE into modelling.she,forever,has to lecture i.and mE got it,as usual,through the phone.she started talking bout,as always,the religion and all.well,mE didnt thought of the detail part of the religion part,which is the money-is it halal or haram.never crossed my mind during the interview and all.sheesh.mE have to find a stable job for now to please mE mother.mE did please mE mother yesterday,the day mE got the lecture.mE washed the toilet,folded the washed,clean and dry clothes and ironed all of my needed-ironing clothes.she didnt bring up the modellin topic at all.maybe because mE did everything on mE own initiative after being told only once [quite a break through-usually mE neEded countlesS reminders(sometimes nags as well) to make mE start doing something.]mE felt great though as if mE has achieved something great.its a great deed to mE family.mE guess.
broken by love 12:45 pm
well.today is mE 1st entry, thanks to mE brUder.mE very happy to have a blog.mE actually cannot cho0se between 2 templates but in the end mE cho0se this template because mE brUder likes it (there's yellow,that's why).mE thought the other template is quite kewl too because it kinda matches mE blogname (there's trees in that template).but no worRies,mE like this template very much too.mE also thinks the other template was quite dulL.thank you brUder for teaching i.(he came over to mE place yesterday - mE tell everything about it later).
Thursday, December 11, 2003
mE went jogging with mE brUder this morning.we met at the bustop near mE place.we covered half of sengkang and a bit of hougang areas.we ran at the beginning only because once we stopped jogging ,mE gets tired and we walked (plus lots of tickling each other) all the way.when mE gets home,mE saw the sofa, fell on it and then mE was in dreamland.mE reached home around 9.45am and woke up at 1.15pm.mE bathed,ate a little and after folding all the washed,clean and dry clothes,mE started with mE editing and now mE entry.this is fun.later mE want to read mE brUder's blog.he said he added alot today before he went for his training.and he didnt' sleep after we came back jogging.that freak very hardworking noe.but mE very proud of him.
yesterday was SUPER FUN!mE and brUder went out.he followed mE for an interview.and all the while mE was being interviewed,he was smelling mE GREEN sweater.(mE can make fun of mE brUder now that mE have mE own blog).aniway,we watched BROTHER BEAR at Lido after mE interview.after that,we walked around orchard a little before we headed to mE house.it was MEET THE PARENTS (more of MEET THE FAMILY) for brUder.he was very nervous.it turned out well!he was laughing (more of grinning because that's what he do when he's nervous.muahak.) to what mE brother (pet-hamster) was doing.he really like rocking chair (maybe it helps stimulate...mE shall not continue on that part).we had GREAT FUN!but brUder still wants a rematch for a game of air hockey because he lost to i the other time we went out. I! a hockey player(not!).so,he 'malu' la now.muahak.
mE going to miss mE brUder ALOT for next week because he going to Australia for a holiday with his family.mE going to sleep early maybe now that mE have no0ne to talk to at night.but nevermind,mE have his tee to get high on.hahahah.mE have to go wash dirty clothes now.and eat apple strudel.yummy!mE going to have a chat with mE aUntie tonight bout mE job-thingy.well,so long....SUCKERS...wahahak...no ofense people.chaochinchao
broken by love 4:24 pm
UHhHHH
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
broken by love 9:02 pm