how come it dont have a nose?
Sunday, May 30, 2004
fish has gills.
you guys would probably go "...like dUh!!!...". but this friend of yours is so0 dumb and blur that she asked this question.sigh.a disgrace to all of my species.de humiliation...de embarrassment.. oh...de shame!!! ok. im exaggerating. lets see what made me asked that dumb (and so0 unintelligent) question.hmm.. i was watching Finding Nemo at hanis's place and was wondering why nemo's dad,marlin (i hope Thats correct), has no nose? so,i asked my Dear boyfriend and got a Very logical answer.sigh. must be all de carto0n that i watched that day.well,its only two.
ok,this is whad happened on 28th may,de friday.i had my 1st sports day in my new (not really) scho0l.its de 1st millennia institute's sports day.anyway,i screwd up my events.sheesh.that is so me.i got 6th for 1o0m And for my 4x1o0m relay.im such a loser.i felt bad for makin my team feel that its their fault.i think i gave that vibe.im so0 sorry peeps.it wasnt you guys at all.it was me.it was damn stupid.this cough has slowed me down.its damn irritatin.i co0led myself down by drenchin myself in water;put my head under de water co0ler's tap.so0,after de Great Depression i had,i knew i have to enjoy so0 that i wont be so0 pissd with myself.
went to kfc at toa payoh and saw my aunt.quite a distant aunt.after all de shite,went out and saw ravi kumar haiqal and hairie at guardian pharmacy (i think its guardian..) browsin at de sanitary pads area.hahahaha..not really la...but all of us ended up talkin at that area.damn sto0pid.then went to toa payoh entertainment centre to catch a movie.had to wait for hanis from his prayers so slacked outside de centre and talked shite.then i went in to macs and slacked with my classmates.blah blah blah... hanis came and then sonia went to fetch fariz and de four of us wne to watch shrek 2.fyi..hanis and fariz kinda lo0k alike.which hanis really denies.hahahah..(maybe because fariz is better lo0kin or vice versa) i wasnt there when both of them saw each other (umm..nature calls..) and sonia told me that when they saw each other,they just lo0kd and then both laughed.you know de kind of low laugh.."herh herh.." that kind.. hahahaha...sto0pid.
shrek 2 was damn funny.i and sonia liked de part where pinocchio wore de women undies and denies it.hahaha...sto0pid.. "its a thong!! hahahah...
after de show,it was still early, around 4.30 and hanis has to go home to take his bag for hockey trainin which is at 8.so we went to his place and then...we did it... yes.we did it.ohh..it was so0 damn enjoyable.. have to do it again one day.we did it man...we watched findin nemo.at last.hahaha.... whad were you guys thinkin huh?? tsk tsk tsk..you guys think to0 many dirty thoughts.hahah... we slacked around and this was when de war started.he attackd me with his 'gun'.and i counter back with mine.it was damn sto0ppid. tickle each other until HE surrendered.sigh..such a loser. hahaha... nemo was damn funny to0. "p.sherman 42 wallaby sydney" hahahah...dory was damn funny.sto0pid la she.
sigh.we went to de beach yesterday after buyin movie tickets for his mother.shrek 2.hahaha...passed it to someone at a reflexology place called 'My Foot'.hahah..then we had no idea where to go..so i suggested de beach..and we to0k de bus to east coast and we slackd on de breakwater and see people fall of their canoes.hahahah.. my 'fall fall fall' chant worked! hahaha..sadist. we chilld till 6 plus before headin to parkway parade to eat.and i saw ravi!!! hahah...he lo0kd damn unhappy to see me.like hanis said, "fierce seh"...hahah...his father asked me "you know him?" hahah...like duh...he's de man!!! hahaha...gonna disturb him so0n.. like maybe...tomorow!!
sigh.i have to go back scho0l 5 times tis holiday.4 accountin lessons and one econs.and i have track and field camp on de 16th to 19th.i wonder when tis cough will be gone. Gone..gone...gone.. justin timberlake...hahaha...
ok.i think im injured.my elbow is hurtin to de core.i have to keep 'crackin' it.and i seem to have a lot of typo.keep pressin de wrong letter.damn slow.must be me.no wonder.i definitely have to take de cri..umm...critaen thingy...i know its spelt wrongly...but who cares?... its a supplement to speed up my reactions and all de shites..so0....im ....very....slow...no...won..der..i...lost...de...races...now....it...makes...cents...uhh..sense...ye..ay..!!!
whadever.
broken by love 5:37 pm
wokey.
Monday, May 24, 2004
im sick.im just coughin badly.but thats bad enough ok.it can lead to asthma.i dont wish to have asthma when de nationals is nearin and sports day is tis friday! shites.im so0 goin to disappoint people.esp mr heikal and mr chua.and my 'supporters'.hahah..confident sia..'supporters'..my friends i mean..anw,i think i got 3rd for 4x40om last friday..hahaha... whadeverlar.
hmm...im suppose to have type out alot of rubbish going ons...oh yah..that time..umm...last friday...hanis...hhahahaha...nevermind..
(retard)....haahhaha....im evil.sorry.
hey...whad to type??? cant think lar..bye then.
broken by love 1:12 pm
aww...goin out hand in hand to slack...so schweet...tis girl on radio was tellin jean danker bout whad she gonna do after her last paper..sheesh.how exciting......(it can last for fifty years)
ok.i think i better go and fetch gay from scho0l first.i shall come back and update.have no fear...archibald is here... im spurtin shite.ok.chao for now...(it rhymes!!)
broken by love 12:42 pm
ok.im skippin malay.hahaha.two periods.but skippin one.once im done,i go there la.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
anw,im feelin better now.i kept thinkin that im gonna die so0n.freaky huh? i had back ache tis morn and coughin stil.*cough* excuse me. but after i talked to mr heikal bout it and al de shite,im feelin much better now.i guess it must be de placebo effect.mr heikal told us that time for track 'lecture'.hahaha..thank god.and im hungry but spent my money on TROY yesterday.i really didnt wanna watch it but de two 'Blo0m' freaks wanna watch it so much and so dragged me along.sheesh.but like sonia said,its quite gory.but very enchanting.imagine..i was thinkin of de real history and wonderin whether it really lo0ks like that.except for de *tut* parts.but to start al of it,i mean de war,because of a sto0pid girl,well,thats not worth it man.and it shows how 'great' guys egos are.want revenge la..for own self la...bastards ryte?? ahhaha...anw,go and catch it.i may not put tis movie as movie of de month,yet..see first.
i think i better go.wanna read my frens blogs and check my frenster.sayonara~
broken by love 11:23 am
oh yah..and thank you so0 much ija,i mean aleera, for tis wonderful 'layered'.hahahah...and my bf said sorry for being quiet yesterday.he said that if you guys think hes stuck up,then let me noe whad you guys think heshud be like so that he doesnt lo0k stuck up or to0 quiet.thanx for yesterdays chilling..
Sunday, May 16, 2004
broken by love 12:42 pm
im suppose to go out in in awhile.i need to get some stuffs for de entrepreneurship thingy which is tomorrow.not only will i have to buy de stuffs,i also have to make it!darn.im super dead.im making fo0d jewelleries.im copyin tis from de seventeen mag.anw,im goin with shila,my primary sch buddy.......hahahahah...speakin of de devil..she just called! hahahah...im gonna check it out at ps.thats de nearest.but i dont know whether de other shops which de mag suggestd are sellin de stuffs at a cheaper price.argh!!! anw,another thing that im afraid of is that tis thingy cannot be sold! as in,no one will wanna buy it.then we cant gain any profits and then....WE have to buy our own products!!! sheesh!
*breathe in,breathe out* ok.yesterday was institute day.it was fun man.de whole thingy was quite enjoyable i must say.it motivates me,somehow.anw,we went to eat at lau par sat after de whole thingy.the we went to esplanade to chill.tis is de sucky part.im suppose to accompany hanis to buy his mothers n bros burfdae gifts but i forgotten! so i askd him to chill with us!!! im a total loser!!!how can i be so0o0o0 heartless!!!!! he cant go out with me that much and he sacrificed his time to go out with ME,his sto0pid gf,instead of his mother to watch troy!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!! im so0o0o evil!!!! i stil cant forgive myself even though he has.i feel so worthless. he doesnt gain anything when hes with me.i just screw up most of his plans and precious times we had.im that dumb.gosh...im so0 sick of myself.i really wonder how on earth he can manage to hold on...im so0....useless.
sigh.i think whad he said yesterday was right.theres no fairness in tis world.if there is,he would have gotten someone much better than i am.i feel so sorry for him to have loved me.im a go0d-for-nothing.
and i have a feelin im goin to screw up tomorows entreprenuership thingy and tuesday sports heat.thank you god.
broken by love 12:19 pm
o...k... hahaha...im in de sko0l library.damn bored coz now free period.thought of doin my geog assignment which was supposed to be handed in since last tues.hahaha..slack lar k.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
anw,i lost my specs!! damn sto0pid ryte.. it was on de day i FINALLY got to meet hanis.sheesh.damn iritated of myself.whad shite.that specs is like de...i dont know..fifth specs that i have either lost or misplaced 'n' forgotten.sigh..i think i must binoculars man.that way,i wont lose it since im gonna hang it around my neck al de time.hahaha...so im wearing contacts now and tis morn my right eye was damn disturbin coz i found out that my lens was on de wrong side.as in de lens flipped and i was wearing it...wrongly lar.sto0pid ryte..got to know from ija.i mean aleera.
hahaha..ok.my frens and i (four of us) are crazee bout de whole Van Helsing thingy that we are acknowledging ourselves as de vampires.hahaha...and since we have one extra member and there was only 3 vampires in de movie,we dcided that de extra one,ainie, gonna be Anna,de heroin in de movie who almost became one of de vampires,draculas bride.so, i 'bite' her just now in de toilet and therefore,she is now part of us..hahah...and she was confirmd part of us when she broke de glass window pane. WAhahahahah...damn funny.she damn 'kecoh' n nervous lar.ey,break scho0l property noe.hahaha..then WE three sisters helpd be her part time cleaner and sweep and get rid of de glass pieces.sto0pid girl..hahah...then when we finally sat in de class,they were sayin that luckily our Lord (thats najib,my 04b3 classmate, coz hes got fangs..hahah) wasnt in class.(our Lord 'cabot' malay class..sheesh.) if not,we would be killed.(ok...that doesnt make sense since we were once dead) umm...we would be.....scolded.by him for showin our powers in de public. wakakakaaka....they talk rubbish lar.
oh yah..and ija did research on whad our names are and tis is whad we are called now.
ija - ALEERA
sharifah - MARISHKA
ainie - ANNA
me - VERONA
hahahahaha....freaks ryte??? ahahhaha...like small kids sia... hahaha...but i really like that nam,MARISHKA..damn nice..and de gerl...wow!! damn pretty coz shes josie maran.de maybeline girl.de plump jelly lip stick girl.damn WOW!! but she lo0ks diff in de movie coz she has blonde hair.im de black hair vamp and i lo0k old in de movie.hahaha...i think im de 1st bride of drac.hahaah..(see lar hanis...im married now.your fault lar..dont want to propose to me..you missd your chance ready..to0 bad) hahahaha...and ALEERA is de brunette.oh yah..i have black silky hair...nice...hahahah...i think so lar...and ANNA,de supposedly go00d one,is now part of us... hihihihihhihii (vamp laff)
my name sounds like one of archies girlfrien, veronica.sounds like bitchy seh..hahha...
anw,my hands are gettin numb now.damn cold man tis library.oh yah...i may go for training later with sonia.self training.buthen....tomorrow theres training...later got any injuries then cannot run tomorrow... :( actually...its a plus for me.hahha...nah... anw,tomorow we're gonna watch ourselves run.its gonna be damn funny i think.that day me and akhbar was laffin at nimi coz she ran with her eyes close.not that we are evil lar (i am lar actually). we werent lo0kin down on her.just that she closed her eyes when she ran...and akhbar said she was 'syok sendiri' which means like gettin syiok on her own.hahaha...feelin sia...hahahah...
ok.i think de bell rang.but im havin break now.so i think im gonna meet up with my vamp sistaz and suck...........blo0d lar..mebe playin netball with em later...hmmm.....i just saw mrs wan my acounts teacher....i think i have acounts now...and not break...but i cant see any of my frens yet...to be on de safe side i think i go and take my stuffs first.as well as heat up my body a little.ok then.cha cha chao!!!!
broken by love 11:33 am
ok.i was super pissed with my comp yesterday so i cursed.sorry.
Saturday, May 08, 2004
anw,as you people can see,i have changed my template.its so0 not nice but i just like the title.NOT YOUR AVERAGE GIRL kewl huh? girl power!!! hahahah...
i had de best training yesterday man.it was damn freakin tiring ar but damn...thats whad i need.damn fun...ok,i shall stop damn-ing.we had our timings taken for de events we want to take for de nationals and then mr heikal had a little 'chat' with al of us bout our timings and comparing ours to last year's finalists timings.wah...its gonna be a tough one man for us...then we did 3 sets of 10om.each set we have to run for 3 times.between each set we were given around 3 mins to rest and after every run we have to jog back to our starting point,get ready and run again.wah....damn whackd man.after that we did 3 sets of 5om.same thing as for 1o0m.after all that,we end it al with 3 rounds of joggin and stretchins.oh yah..we did de same joggin and stretchins for warm up as well.al in al we did around 4km of runnin.
hahahaha...damn fun...then after that,me sonia and yatie went to mcd to gossip..hahah...and eat of course..hahah..mostly bout people in our scho0l.and they thinks fariz likes sonia!!!!!! oh my god!!!! i was like guessin whos de guy they wantd to tell me that likes sonia and i when it finally struck me who it was,i was like gaspin and said "no!!!" ahhaha...something like that...hahahah...coz sonia was like coverin herself with her towel,in fear....hahahah... i dont quite mindlar...i think...hahaha...that fariz guy lo0ks like my hanis...damn similar...damn freakin scary...hahaha...then,tis fariz guy has a cousin in yatie's sec sch..and i was like tellin them,"eh sonia,you go with fariz...then yatie go with his cousin lar...then de 3 of us have similar lo0kin boyfriends..." hahahah... tis sonia of mine said she has a crush on MY boyfriend...ahhaahha...she just admires him lar..hahaha... then we talkd shite bout goin out together lar and take picture of em together..hahaha... freaky man...just imagine...hahha...
YEAY!!! i actually managed to type de whole shite out.hahah..almost...i didnt type whad i typed out in detail like yesterday...hahahah...later tis comp bastard me again sia...hahaha...
yah..and i keep cursin man...bastard sia...thats de line i use damn frequent now..not many like it lar...(like duh...) im tryin to not use it that frequent...
anw,i have de movie of de month!! but i wont blog it in today...tis blog is like damn ugly...but must let oder people see de title lar...damn me man...so like me...hahaha...(yeah ryte) o..k....(mr heikals style)...hahaa...hes a joke man...ok then...think thats al...
oh wait...and ija...damn sorry ya...damn whackd lar yesterday...wanted to go but damn whackd..after we eat at mcd then we chao home..i owe you one k..promise...khhh...(vampire sound)...
oh yah...and i know most of de songs that i really like...got de lyircs to0..wheE!!!! k then..im gonna read my testis..ummm..hahahha...testis...ahahhaah....i mean testimonials...hahaha..my hanis wrote...later he say anythink evil or bad bout me man...hahaha...kiddin.. ok then...cha cha chao!!!!
broken by love 10:20 am
oh my god!!!!! thats it man....
Friday, May 07, 2004
fuck lar!!!!!
shite lar....
i just wiped out tis whole chunk of entry noe!!!!! before that my comp hang..and that was anoder huge chunk!!!!!
BASTARD SIA!!!!!
fucker lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
broken by love 9:02 pm
ok.latest update.hmm..today that is.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
i like tis song on de radio.just dont know whads de title.
anw,i to0k early leave today.geog lar.i dont find it go0d enuff to hand in.so,i decided to skip de lessons.its sto0pid lar.was doin with ravi in de library.doin geog.he made me laff lots man.that guy damn bastard sia..ahhaha..thats he's line btw..
anw,i fought wif my father.whad de hell..i wantd my bank bo0k coz i want to make my posb card lar..so that i can save my money and NOT withdraw my money!!! argh!!! apparently i had a bad history of withdrawin money without permission before.sheesh.blardie shite.
yeah!!! anastacia...her lastest song is damn nice...dont know whad de heck de title is..its just damn nice to listen to0..
oh yah..heard that tomorrows sports day heat 1 is posponed to next week coz de year 2s n 3s has common test.sheesh.if not i have 10om thingy tomorrow.sigh....
and i wonder if you know
how it really feels
to be left outside alone
when its cold out here....
anastacia latest song bit..
its tiring to act and lie.even though im supposed to be an actress..
ha ha.
broken by love 3:47 pm
ok.im in de sko0l library.im skippin malay now.gonna use tis period to at least complete half of my geog assignment.it has to be handed up by today.but decided to see hanis's blog coz my fren typed something in his guestbo0k.i better check man.later she flirt with him...im gonna whack her..coz if you read my guestbo0k,she gave some advice thingy and said that if i wanna break up with hanis,pass him to her... eh ija...pompan...relek sua..kambeng...langkah mayat ako dulu gerl.........hahahaha...very vulgar ryte...hope you know im jokin ya, ija....hail hitler!!! (doin de hand gesture)
ok.i better go.go n check what she typed in hanis's blog and then....must go and do my geog!!!!!
broken by love 10:41 am
i think hes readin it now....god bless..
Saturday, May 01, 2004
broken by love 10:29 pm
ok.im ready with a notebo0k which i hate wrote in just a few minutes ago and decided then to blog de whole shite in.here goes...
im super bored.at home.with my beloved granses.supposed to go out buthen something corkd up.super pissd.but trying to calm down.super sad to0.so i teard.doing my geog now.trying to complete it.sigh...when i can go out,have permission and al...........sigh.nevermind.
anw,raihana's sis is gettin married tomorow.the 'sanding'is tomorow.goin with mother.not sure whether my idiotic bros are coming along.oh yah..my dad to0,i think.
yeap..thats whad i had wrote in de notebo0k.
tis is very weird.ok.when i on my comp and saw my monitor,i just had 1 lo0k and then i was tryin my best not to lo0k at de wallpaper.i was breathin very heavily as well.gues im super pissd.oh god...tis is so0 saddenin...sigh...
im not supposed to be angry..im being unfair here huh..
oh god...my keyboards are damn dusty...al de dust is styckin to my fingers...that shows how long ive never touchd my comp.
anw,like i said...im unfair...other peeps have their own life to0 ryte...so i cant control it..sigh....im gonna take it as im fated to not go out...
pissd.blif it or not...i actually felt hatred.nevermind..im bein very damn unfair.. gonna feel damn like shite...not exactly me...i mean him..i dint wanna blog tis up coz i noe im gonna make him feel damn guilty and bad n rotten n whad haf you...but tis is a blog....MY blog...im suppose to let it al out here...my feelins i mean...al de shite in de w.c. ... like duh...
i just cant bring myself to say sorry.i just wanna put al de fault on him...to make me feel so0 shitey.. GoD!!! im super darn evil.im feelin so damn sad now.damn damn sad...must be my ego controlin me...i tried to be sansible...he doesnt have much time for his family to0...so i shuld be reasonable....but its just to difficult for me now...fine! i admit it! im thinkin of myself to much! fine!!
sigh....... i feel like tearin....blif it or not again...i actually felt like breakin up..oh god!....tis is so0 damn tough!....... sigh... i dont know whether im regrettin it or not now...know whad...i felt like cryin when i read de msg that he couldnt go out with me....i calld him though when i happily had permission to go out...with HIM...from my mother... that was nice of her... anw,i cudnt cry coz bside me on de sofa was grandad,45 degrees to my right was granmom and 15 degrees to my left is my dad...i just felt a sinkin feelin deep down in me.....tis is so0 sad...and i dint replied his msg...coz im either gonna blow up or weep....so...in order to not made him feel so0 bad since he was already feelin bad then,i dint replied...and he dint bother to msg me again...till now i stil hadnt had a msg from. him....most likely he thinks im busy,or im out and forgot to bring my phone like just now,i fell asleep or my card has finisd.anw,i told him that i will call him once i reachd home but after readin de msg straightaway after i step my fo0t in de house,i dint calld.its de same 2 reasons i guess...either i'll weep or blow up unreasonably...coz i dint wanna make him feel bad and al...sigh...he's gonna feel bad still though...once he reads tis...double bad n guilty....im so0 evil....
k.i gtg.prayers to do.hope it can calm me down.more shite to type but nah...its ok lar peeps,ya? basically,i just feel like puttin my face in de toilet bowl now.....sigh....
to him-i still love you.
broken by love 7:33 pm