im stil in scho0l. even though class ends like 2 hrs ago.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
i stayd back to play badminton with mr heikal. (continuation from lunch breaks game) wah.... he whackd me to de max sak! made me sprint so much from one end to one end just to hit de cock (its THE cock.. not... nevermind) i was de only one playin with him then. was waitin for mairah but when she did came ( i was uber whackd), she said she had to go somewhere else first. so.... i kena whackd more la! a number of peeps were lo0kin at us play and were cheerin when i managd to whack mr heikal back (by scorin). they would have playd with de both of us IF they had brought their pe attire (i was wearin my mi jersey n fbt shorts) he doesnt mind as long as its not scho0l uni. eventually, mairah came and we playd and then de b1 boys came and they playd and then when i wantd to play, we had to clear de gym for de year 2s pe lesson. (de bell rang. maybe it has ended. whadever la)
i am uber super fuckin irritated and pissd!!!!! whad de fuck sia!!!!! im NOT de top scorer for shuttle run!!! and al because of a measly o.1 sec!!!!!! ch**b**!!!!!! damn fuckd up la.
i think its by a measly o.1 sec. fuck her la!!!!!!
i felt better though after playin badminton with mairah n mr heikal. forget bout it for awhile then it flashd back. urgh!
im okay................................... NOT!
yala yala... im okay.
felt better when readin de old entries ( actually, i was findin for my shuttle run score. i tot i bloggd it in one of de entry. whadever la)
i miss hanis. break record after a very long period of time of meetin almost evryday. hah!
im goin to break de record and make it unbreakable next year.
broken by love 4:17 pm
yesterday was damn sweet!!!
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
hanis sent me to scho0l! wow! thats a first!!! anw, he was under my blk at 7. we walkd towards de bustop near de mrt station and to0k 80a. he had no scho0l coz now is his promos. so self study la. but he went to scho0l stil, for his econs consultation. he sent me til de back gate... aww....
anw, i cabotd scho0l after that. hah!
ms bala (my home tutor) came in de mornin - to0k attendance and al. when zul was takin his seat in class beside me, he told me that today we wont have gp. i was like "why? ms bala is here whad.." he told me that ms bala is on leave but me being me, and zul being zul, i dont trust de piece of news. then we had srp (readin period) thats when ms bala informd de class of her leave. she came just for lit lessons coz "that cant be missd"sic. so yeay! no gp.
few moments later, shahidah suddenly turnd around (she sat in front of me) and said that cikgu ahmad on mc! wah..!!!!! double yeay!!!
and triple and quadrupled and more since i have 3 free periods after srp!!!! it was a wo0ho0o0o0 day for me!!! that means i have 7 free periods and only 4 pathetic classes. and al de way til 4.30?! i dont think so. so, cabot lah.
i thankd my lucky stars coz i dint get caught by mr singh. phew!
i to0k 93 and wantd to meet hanis after informin him that i cabotd scho0l. he wantd to meet me but had promised his frens and also he needed de consultation so i met him at 1 at harbour front. meanwhile, i was already in de bus and droppd at queensway macd. its damn nice la! evrytime i passd that place, i always tell myslef i want to eat there one day. and so, it happend la. my stars very go0d to me yesterday. so i had my breakfast there and studied al de way til 12.50 plus and left for harbour front. i was late though. to0k freakin-long-journey 855since i missd 93. sheesh!
anw, we to0k nel and go from one end to de other end. end up at punggol. hanis's idea was for us to study under one of de block of flats there. but it was rainin super heavily when we reachd punggol and de interchange there is damn far from de nearest flat. so we to0k 136 and went to serango0n garden circus (circle? whadever.) and studied at coffee bean. it was super irritatin!!! i could hardly breathe! people were tryin to kill me man!! i was placed in a position where i became a passive smoker ( we sat outside de cafe since we dint want to die frozen ) eventually, after an hour or so, we moved down. and sto0o0pidly after that, alot of people startd to sit at de neighbouring tables and SMOKED! aaargh! damn irritatin.
in de end, after tahan-ing for sometime and i al de oxygen around us have been used up, we went to eat at de nearby serango0n hawker centre. eat carrot cake which definitely lo0ks weird but tasted not that bad i must say. suddenly ( sound effect: kwang kwang kwang.. ) i saw my uncle! i was squintin stil but luckily i was right. then i went up to him and 'salam' him. somehow his reation tells me that he saw me first. anw, he askd me whad i was doin there n stufs. then i went back to my table and continued eatin. after eatin, i 'salam' and told him im goin off first and we walkd thru de lorongs of bungalows and terraces, thinkin it can lead to hanis's place faster, but ended up just goin round it and talkin bout our dream houses and commentin on de surroundin houses.
ended up, lastly, studyin at hanis's place. left at 8 plus. ( im tryin my very best to not meet his mom again). had a little breakin session wit his sis to0 (warm up before studyin). hah!
went home feelin...... confused. not sure why. alot of mixed feelings.
broken by love 9:10 am
seriously speakin , i should not be bloggin now. i should be studyin with my friends......
Thursday, September 23, 2004
oh whad de heck.
im in de library since two periods ago. ahmad didnt come!! so we had two whole periods of.. NOTHING! yes. and ive been stuck to tis comp.... about a period ago. not that bad lah. (yeah ryte... your exams in two weeks time noe.. you slackin in front of de monitor somemore.. tsk tsk tsk.. bad ct.. bad....) and my home tutor told us tis morn that we gonna do a lot of aq questions from now on because she said de paper 2 for our promos is sic"way hard". class became quieter for a min then somehow you can hear that they're mumblin somethin under their breath. and to make matters worse, my geog teacher (she's pretty btw) told us that for promos, we have to answer 5 drqs and 2 essay questions!!! wah.. i panickd for awhile. but reagin my composure back later on as i forget bout de 'burden'. damn tough la... *exhalin*
oh yah.. my geog teacher, miss fo0ng, is from de toh tuck campus and so most students dont know her except for geog students in bartley la, which is o4b3 n b5. so tis morn, de first thing zul told me was "eh, cikgu geog kau jambu eh" (eh, your geog teacher pretty eh) - somethin like that. he said that was one of de first thing kumar told him. and then s0n also said that ravi said de same thing as well. sheesh!!
but she is pretty. albeit she likes to do a kickin gesture when we cant answer her. hah!
wah... someone used a damn alot of perfume!!! so strong. its irritatin.
i will go and study later.
broken by love 1:14 pm
oh yah. i sent tis to hanis just now.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
.i miss you baby.
.how are you.
.tis pretty lady.
.misses you to0.
.i longd for your smile.
.your kiss and tender touch.
.apart, it seems like a mile.
.at heart, we love each other very much.
.we're two when we're apart.
.but one... at heart.
.and last but not least.
.I LOVE YOU HANIS.
its not that go0d but okay lah ryte? i think ive improved. go0d shit siti..
broken by love 2:32 pm
15 mins ago, i received a "Happy 9th anniversay" from two track friends, amalia n inez after de so-called boring htp period. it was very unexpected moreover, amalia had already wishd me yesterday (she askd about hanis whom she saw waitin for me outside scho0l on monday and how long we've been together). it was a very sweet gesture though, thank you peeps.
i was feelin abit down tis morn. and it was at its climax during break and carried on to half way of accounting period which was when i had a test. we had de test for de whole one period and i wasnt into doing de test until i somehow manage to answer some of de problems. that made me continue my effort even though i didnt study for it and had totally forgotten about it until break. and i dint have de mo0d to do anythin during break as well.
but can you believe how blur i am that i actually forgot bout de test during break even though i was informed earlier in de morn and was like some 'slenger' realisin it at de super last min, that was after being told AGAIN?? sheesh. im really not thinkin properly man.
breathe in ... breathe out... relax.
to my dearest friends, AKBAR N HIDAYAH.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May God bless you and enjoy your day with your loved ones. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Amin.
to hanis: relax darlin. dont be to0 stress kay. no pressure. just go all de way and do your best. im behind you dear. main ho0n naa. mere bohot tum se pyaar.
broken by love 2:09 pm
yeti is here with me. in de library. (wah.. its rhymes)
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
im bored basically.
i miss hanis. tis is so sad. umm... i cant rhyme tis one.
anwyay, i feel like goin to harbour front and wait for him to end school. then we go home together. yups. i shall do that.
tomorow is de 9th month!!!! yeay! wah.. quite long man. actually its de longest one i ever had. hah! happy happy..
im crappin now. so... chao! ( it rhymes!)
broken by love 1:22 pm
Monday, September 13, 2004
You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.
What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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broken by love 10:22 am
its been awhile since i last blog in. tis hols have been a VERY memorable one for me (and i think hanis to0). monday was like way co0l and we really enjoyd it. de days after, we met almost evryday except for thursday. i really treasure de moments we spent. basically, i love you very much hanis.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
so....
ive not study-study yet. ive been tryin to balance alot of my accounting questions which is for revision for our CommonTest which we have already sat for and gotten de results. thank god i passd al except for my gp. that suhject i do not know how to improve on. read? keep updated with de current affairs? thats so not me but i guess theres no choice huh? maybe there is. i dont know.
anyway, i didnt go for my Student Leadership camp. im screwd!!!! even though i have a 3 days mc to cover for it. im screwd because i know that mr heikal is gonna be so0 super disappointd in me.... oh god.
i didnt wanna go since de day they gave us de briefin. that day i was feelin tired because we had been practisin for de teachers day concert de whole day before and evry break that we had for that day. so i thot to myself during de briefin,'well im whackd today thats why i didnt have de mo0d to go for de camp'. well.. i was wrong.
even though feelings may evolve....
im not on go0d terms with my two 'chis'. we have like really driftd apart. i was lo0kin at our photos in my gallery tis mornin after i woke up and ive realised how much ive missd them. those times. honestly speakin, i dont feel that way for my secondary scho0l mates. maybe im maturing now. ive been really appreciatin al de stuffs and especially de little things that i xperience. ive never thot that much bout evrythin that i have and sometimes, i dont bother bout them. but now, especially at tis very moment, ive really come to realise de importance of evrythin that i have and i really treasure it.
to have two best friends in de 6 months ive been in de scho0l is really a blessing. to my 2 'chis' i really dont wanna lose you guys. i know i can be pmsy, blunt, obnoxious or whadever that you guys are uncomfortable with about me, but im really tryin to change. im really sorry. sorry for al de wrongs that ive done. especially for de past one week that i didnt even get to see you guys.
i thot that we are goin to spend de hols together studyin at de club.................. well, thats just a sad thot. i love you guys.
they're like my elder sisters. always correctin me and sometimes wakin me up from my blurness ( even though de real blur one is my 'Garfield chi' ) they nag and whine and gossip and let me drown in de po0l while they laugh their butts off thinkin i was fakin de drown. and im damn lucky to have both of them. even though we can have a lot of problems and unlikins of each other, i really treasure them. (de wae i treasure hanis and we've been stronger after evry solved problem) i hope we dont bear grudges with each other. we can fight and argue and whack each other al we want but i dont want us to leave each other. we made a vow remember? sort of vow la. more of a bet. see, thats de fun part about you guys. you guys are as much as a slacker that i am. i dont wanna lose you guys, de wae i dont wanna lose hanis. you guys are my pillar to lean on. dont leave me....
i just hope you two will read tis.
and to my other friends, i really treasure you guys to0. just that tis two bitches are a part of me now. beacuse we like to bitch bout people alot. dont we 'chis'?
and ive realised that tis entry is bout them. and i just thot of them today and see de loss that ive made. wow..... thats bad siti. i know.
anyway, with lots of love from me to al those who i treasure. and to those families who lost their loved one 3 years back.
broken by love 11:38 am
HAPPY BURFDAE TO YOU HANIS!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 02, 2004
I LOVE YOU SHO MUCHIES!!!!
summary:
yesterday was fun! spent de day with burfdae boy and i really hoped he enjoyd de day. watchd Garfield. ok la. not bad. hope he liked de idea of me payin. but sho shad.. coz i cant give him a kiss n a hug today! bo0 ho0! anw, i hope he enjoyd his day. he told me that his 'ko0' classmates gave him REAL bananas n toy monkey! hahah! cute!!
VIRTUAL KISS N HUGS FOR YOU HANIS!
MMMMUAHHS!!!!! HUGGIES!!!
broken by love 12:53 pm