hahaha. i just got some last minute clarification with my friends. thought after tis got lesson. sheesh. no more lesson!!!! yee haa!! im waitin for school to end. then got dance!!! yippee!!! dance dance dance.... *euphoric*
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
plus plus plus!!! tomorrow is pre u 2 fun day!!!! whole day in sentosa man! from 8am to 6pm. wo0ho0!!!!
som said's sri warisan came to my school. saw marina yusof. all de girls are damn pretty. i think zul was high. he remembered their names. pity that he's short. hah!
yesterday was a close one. you know whad i mean. he felt really bad and all, so he thought it was best for us to depart cause he didnt wanna hurt me anymore. im so evil. im so selfish. urgh! i hate myself at times. he's such a sweety!!! i love him lots. i usually love him soo much after events that nearly cost us our relationship. its like de saying, 'you'll treasure something/someone only when its gone or when its too late.' well, it was something like that. ha.....
anyways, sad sad sad aside. happy happy happy saturday!!! it'll be de 13th month. kay, let me rephrase that. it'll be OUR 13th month!!! god.. tis is soo long. soo sweet!!! ha.....
umm...
i love you hanis.
(im seein him later!!!)
oh yes, yesterday, when we met, de sweetest feelin was when we were in de train and we were just cuddling each other. soooo sweet. i put my arm around his neck and he was holdin me by de waist. and we looked at each other in de eye. GOD!!! that was sooo sweet!!! fyi, i really dont like to do those kinda stuffs in public but yesterday was diff. we had a near-broke-up thingy goin on de night before and in de mornin so i was in need of his hugs when we finally met ( even though i was still lookin around cause i dont want people to stare at us.. but then i didnt caught anyone lookin at us. we were at de train door thats not used on that ride ). anyway, it was such a nice feeling!!! and last time, i cant even look at him in de eye! ha..... how things change. so fast.
that also means that Dooms Day is nearing. so go and pray peeps!!!
broken by love 1:55 pm
i thought today was goin to be de unluckiest day ever. but come to think of it now, its actually a great one!
Thursday, January 13, 2005
woke up feelin kinda fresh. felt like i had a good sleep coz i could wake up super easily. then de sucky parts. i mean, de sucky events began.
left house at 7.10. bad hair day coz i washed it (ironic huh?) in de bus i realised that i didnt brin my pe tee. oh yah. and didnt do srp (if you wanna count answerin almost 1 question as doin srp, then thats another matter altogether.) no money. late. gonna end school late.
de sudden change of events.
reachd de bustop, ran and brisk walk towards school, goin up de steep road. managed to reach gym 2-3 mins before assembly starts. srp was given till next week (many didnt do). had sudden burst of money (i was suppose to collect for de schools organisers). but on my part stil broke. borrowed from yatie durin break. thanks chi. didnt do pe and escaped. havoc 2.4km. and school ends at 3.45 instead of 5.15. no gpS.
how sudden things change.
it goes de same for de tsunami and de landslides in los angeles. and de forest fire in australia. god. scary.
lucky me, things change for de better today. thank god. but think again. whad if everythin suddenly goes soo wrong tomorrow? or at least, in de near future? whad if you wont have time to repent?
think about it. one of de signs of de endin of de world is that earthquakes will increased. deeper meanin, more natural disasters.
think about it.
broken by love 11:50 am
i just got home. still in my uni. gonna check out www.awfulplasticsurgery.com. came across tis when doin research for our gp yesterday. cant get enough. have more to yet be seen.
Friday, January 07, 2005
tired. maybe fetch hanis from school. hah. weird.
nvr been tis early to be home from school.
broken by love 2:46 pm
now is economics lesson for my class. i dont take econs.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
yesterdays dance was freakin tough. i broke down. i couldnt dance well. i was very disappointed because i usually can dance well for most dance. name it- bhangra, hip hop, pop, malay- i can. but contemp was very weird. im not flexible at all. de only thing that im kinda proud of myself is that i can memorise de dance steps already. it wasnt that many, but still.. i managed to do it in an hour or so.
oh. its for syf dance and music.
zul is bein a very deprived guy now. so pathetic. he's just disgustin.
shut up zul!
broken by love 8:31 am