You are a Ninja.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
You are like a samurai gone bad. The good side
is no longer interesting you and feel that
darkness is where you belong. Though you may
think you are the evil one, you're not. Because
deep inside there is still that little glimpse
of who you once were. You don't like to
associate with people that much and keep away.
In your mind they are ignorant and not so
interesting anyway. That means you are a lonley
person who don't trust people, and you have
really no desire to do so either. Life is a big
pain and annoyance for you and you aren't quite
sure on how to handle it. Other people see you
as mysterious and secretive, and that is
probably right.
Main weapon: Daggers and throwing
stars
Quote: "I hate people. People make
me pro-nuclear" -Margaret Smith
Facial expression: Frown
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about it... why dont you complain right back ?
(i guess it should help)..... please get ur
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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:::all right!! im a PUNK girl. well, whad can i say? its in mua. de pic is a lil to0 cute though:::
Your PUNK! You have your own style, and the ruler
of your click. Love your converse, head
banging,and possible skateboard! Your my hero!
Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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:::surprisingly, im still PUNK! i thot im a lamo or emo or elmo or something. i cant answer de questions la. whad can is say? its in me.:::
broken by love 10:59 am
evryone in tis library are busy. ayu is really bloggin. shes typin so fast and alot. others like ija and imah are busy blohskin-ing and friendster-ing.
i need to shit. ouch..
broken by love 10:21 am
im de BIGGEST DUMBASS in de world la fuck. oh, sorry. im not suppose to curse cause it turns hanis off.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
anyway, i'll rephrase my sentence.
IM DE BIGGEST DUMBASS IN DE WORLD!
why you may ask? cause i dint f*ckin know that i had a shoutbox!!! damn f*ckin dumb.
i dint know cause my friend was de one that helpd me do and then i had to go for class. he told me that de whole thing was gone after that. i dint mind la. also, i thot my id not confirmd so i cant activate it yet. plus plus, i dont go thru my blog like other bloghoppers. thats just stoopid la.
okay! im dumb.
weili!!! i need to know how to get rid of de freakin navigation bar at de top of de blog. asap!
to hanis: i cant help it!!! i wanna curse! pwease! muah muah muah....
that is sooo.... uncoo.
im not dumb. i purposely spelt it that way. im not dumb.
contradictory la fuck.
broken by love 12:32 pm
alot of things goes through my mind when things happen. usually i'll say it out. but there are times when i just keep it to myself. i dont wanna hurt others. and sometimes, i just cant be bothered. i do tend to curse and think negatively. i do that alot. but i guess, as long as it doesnt come out and im not hurtin anybody, it should be fine.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
dont i feel the impact? yes, i do. at times, you just feel like sho0tin them in their face and just let it out. it really helps you know. but there are times where it'll hurt others. and i dont like to hurt others. or so i thought. cause i tend to hurt the ones i loved dearly alot. i guess its true that de ones you love are de ones that hurt too.
im fine if you guys are wonderin.
im gonna have a list of 50 things about myself. de obvious and de not so ones.
1. i think im beautiful. despite denying when others compliment.
2. i think that every guy - be it a mama, a manjen or a mat (esp a mat) - will look at me and wanna get to know me. like im some damn jambu model or something.
3. im very confident that hanis wont leave me. very very confident. thats why i tend to take him for granted at times.
4. i tend to get into verbal fights or misunderstandings easily. very easily.
5. i tend to dislike or hate those who go against me or my ideas/suggestions.
6. im a bitch.
7. im tryin to slack my bitchins.
8. i have negative thoughts of others easily too.
9. i tend to have a very stuck up face at times. de kind that you just feel like slappin.
10. im not unfriendly though. its just de face.
11. im a very good dancer.
12. i can be very blunt at times. i wasnt like this in secondary school.
13. i do apologise if it was too much. or try to deny it by sayin that i was jokin.
14. i bitch about my close friends. especially if they've hurt me.
15. i do feel bad and guilty after that. but sometimes i psycho myself that maybe they bitch about me too.
16. im temperamental.
17. i can get upset/angry/pissed/fuckedup at any point in time. very unexpected.
18. i try to hide it especially if de reason was because i just think about myself.
19. i can bitch about my boyfriend too.
20. i get angry/pissed at him very easily. sometimes at de slightest matter.
21. i want things my way. most of the time. but i can compromise half de time too.
22. i love chocolates. and all junk food.
23. im a wannabe.
24. im influenced easily too. but its not as bad as last time.
25. i can be very gullible at times.
26. i forget easily. very very very very very easily.
27. i used to forgive easily too. cause i'll forget about it. but now, ive realised that when i thought of those incidents again, i bear grudges. i'll then hate these people again at that point. it'll go away evetually.
28. when im upset with someone, all de past incidents that he/she had hurt me, will be remembered. i'll hate them even more.
29. but it goes away when i forget.
30. de coolest about me is that when my brain states that its bad, it'll be bad no matter whad. like if i find a girl that passes by is a minah, she's bad. she's disgusting. she's ugly. she's gonna take hanis away from me. she's a bitch. that kinda stuff.
31. i hate people with makeup. i do use it but you can count those times in a year that it'll be less than say, 30 times.
32. i associate minahs with those who have make up on. thats why hanis will call me a minah when i put it on.
33. seriously, i dont know why i dont like to be called that.
34. i love to flirt. especially with guys that i find cute and those that repond back by flirtin al de same.
35. im being honest. flirtin sound so bad. umm.. i think i love to talk to guys. yes, much better.
36. i do tell hanis when i like or find another guy attractive.
37. most of de time i say 'i love you' just for de sake of it. i find it a polite gesture too. and also when i got nothin else to say to hanis.
38. i love makin out with hanis. we've went quite far i must say.
39. hanis will be disappointed with me again. im caused him to lose his patience by takin him from granted and treatin him like (insert word) at times.
40. i hate to go home straight after school.
41. i'll get excited when im meetin hanis.
42. i 'll sacrifice things just so i can meet him.
43. i dont like to share hanis with other people.
44. i think for myself alot.
45. i hate it when he goes out with his friends.
46. im gonna be condemned by many and im gonna lose a lot of friends.
47. at least im honest. i dont wanna regret again. i feel like a conman by being somebody who im not.
48. okay. i think im criticisin myself alot.
49. im not al that bad.
50. ouh. im gonna lose my friends.
i think those are de mainly negative sides of me. hmm. thats bad.
hey, its not that i want it to be that way. i really cant help it. i try to slack and avoid some of it. its just me. and alot of things that i do or happen, i cant explain it. i really dont know why.
im a biatch. seriously.
hanis deserve someone better. and yes, hanis, ive changed. this is me. you were fooled by de old me. that was just a facade. i should die and go to hell.
im afraid that hanis will leave me. cause really, this is de real me. but if it does happen that one day he'll leave me, im to blame. for puttin on a false front.
im gonna be a loner after this.
broken by love 4:01 pm